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.​.​. one of those lives

by Idiot Siege

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1.
Dark and dim 01:43
Here’s your heart and there’s division When it’s resentment versus facts Here are your skin, your eyes and your hand Show your scars, you can’t be wrong Love Love You’re not the one to blame Binary constructions And class are set to fail When you’re pushed to be wretched You’re the one to feel This body‘s yours and the rest is silence Confined, phony and bound
2.
Feeble peace 02:05
Another night, another quarrel Mean tongues and sweet discord Whet the dagger to cut this mess apart Stay with eyes wide open Stay the fuck awake What’s left for me? I’m screaming at the top of my lungs What’s left for you? When the bones just cracked and the throat burned dry We’re cornered, at bay Time is slipping through our hands Through the fingertips like sand Stay with eyes wide shut Don’t stay the fuck awake
3.
Rat race 02:21
Today mirrors yesterday Makes tomorrow seem even more obscure Lifelong prison stay Sociophobia for the cure Warm colors and heated rooms can not dispel the cold Nice words, inflated gestures wear out, get old And you drop your gaze Just a shell without a trace of bliss No winner’s podium A corpse in a life-long rat race Stuck in here Feels worse than ever imagined Never wanted to be involved in it
4.
Disgusting being Is starring down on my body No wonder you're undesirable Reflection of self-hate Can't stand the sight Be gone – Smash – Broken glas Precious shards may slit my fingers But how to judge myself another day? Last bites taken It's almost midday No more intake for today Early morning The scale is waiting up Will the numbers have dropped? Will I've done a good job?
5.
Passion 02:12
I feel forced Success, career, wife and kids No chance with a CV that shit I feel pushed Just to get anywhere in life This is dull! Will I sustain? Where has my passion gone? Where the fuck did it all go wrong? Lost for so long I feel weak Getting somewhere feels so pointless Even out of bed I feel numb Like I never used to be before Where's the joy in what I do?
6.
Beat beat, the sound of the drum is playing the defeat Twisted headlines dressed up as smoke signs put us all on solid ground All these footsteps are wiped away with teargas And all the threats are held and well detained Walk these bricks of gold into hideout and retreat Barriers and cordons make the city gleam Watch out, blackout, custodians and mad kids Are you scared when all reason is skipped? Hiding in the spell mile, buried in the ditch Nightsticks and backsights sound through the fog Nightsticks and backsights and everything went black Queue up in glee before you walk these streets at night into the dawn
7.
When it all came down to this I kept on walking ‘Til I was barefoot on concrete I didn’t know how far my feet would take me Until I reached that stack of bricks We’re running out of time Thousand steps away from where we are supposed to be Buried by the seconds that passed by Bit my tongue, choked on the secrets to keep In love, annoyed, forgotten While all the ‘could-have-beens’ chased away All the yesterdays
8.
Tender lies 03:01
We’re never here, we’re never now The air hangs heavy as time does anyway My words are stuck behind my lips as yours are dust No truth, no grit, we dodge How false have we become? We put our fake face on it How far, how sly? At fault, lie after lie How many times do we have to try? No direction But we pretend to know where to go With telltale eyes there’s no use to even try I owe you tender lies Wrapped up in tender lies There’s no use to even try Fake smiles and hiding faces Coward words and craven eyes Won’t fix it this time
9.
Fake unity 02:33
A safe haven without judgement In a rural nightmare a glimmer of hope Being different without fear Building friendships Sharing laughs, tears, booze and dope Set up shows, followed our ideals Took matters into our own hands Lonely rebels standing together Confronting and reviving a cultural wasteland You didn’t practice what you preach It was nothing but fake unity Questioning political views was all it took Not sharing your dogmas To get casted out Cut off
10.
Paper chase 02:43
Some scars and actions faded on the way These scratches will pale If I’m bold enough to stay Some words and pieces were lost on the way Wake up, wake up After all these steps you walked on ash Get some rest Phrases torn on concrete sheets I will dwell to blurr the tracks Blank pages, paper and pen A salute and a farewell I’ve been here too long now I run to get some rest These streets got me in a choke hold The city’s got it’s teeth in my neck
11.
No trust 01:58
By your side just let me be Can't describe how much you mean to me My soul you took, my mind you rule Your image stuck in my heart's core Hard to think clearly that's for sure Wouldn't want it any other way But I can't trust you anymore No trust Let me give you pleasure, keep you awake I'd do it all for your sake The best is what you deserve Crave for your infatuating kiss There is no greater bliss A feeling worth to be kept
12.
A lost youth – Stuck between broad acres Boredom and hick tough guy troublemakers Another weekend night and nothing to do Let's get drunk in the park with the whole crew I've lost the time of my life And I never felt the same again Yes I swear it's the truth And I owe it all to you Great conditions to get to know a girl from the scene With the last bus leaving at 11:15 Rather slept at some perv's place „There'll be no harm“ Took the chance just to get his dick rubbed on my arm Fuck you Set this dirt hole on fire Let it burn to the ground

credits

released October 15, 2021

Cover photo by Caroline Scheer
Artwort design by Friu Theilacker (www.friutheilacker.de)

Recorded at Midas Tonstudio, Leipzig (www.midastonstudio.de)
Mixed and mastered by Jens Halbauer

Out on My Ruin (www.myruin.de) and Jean-Claude Madame Records (jeanclaudemadame.de) on October 15th 2021


Past shows:

18.02.23 @VEB, Lübeck
17.02.23 @Gängeviertel, Hamburg
16.02.23 @privat, Magdeburg
29.12.22 @privat, Wien
28.12.22 @Tunel Music Bar, Trebon
10.12.22 @Stern e.V., Aschaffenburg
12.10.22 @Plaque, Leipzig
02.10.22 @Barrikade,Zwickau
30.09.22 @Rote Zora, Altenburg
29.07.22 @Privat, Erfurt
09.07.22 @Kunstverein, Nürnberg
25.06.22 @Tam Tam Tanneberg
24.06.22 @AK44, Gießen
27.05.22 @ Unanbeatbar, Schwarzenberg
26.05.22 @ Bethaniendamm, Berlin
25.05.22 @ KuZe, Potsdam
16.04.22 @ Privat, Dresden
14.04.22 @ Kopfsalat, Leipzig
26.03.22 @ AK40, Suhl
25.03.22 @ Forum, Bielefeld
18.03.22 @ Conne Island, Leipzig
15.10.21 @ B-Hof, Chemnitz
14.07.21 @ Schwarz10, Leipzig
03.07.21 @ Cairo, Würzburg
26.09.20 @ Zoro, Leipzig
01.08.20 @ Down on the Farm, Thüringen
12.07.19 @ Wagenplatz, Erfurt
01.06.19 @ Privat, Herdecke
25.05.19 @ Trautmanns, Leipzig
04.05.19 @ Atari, Leipzig

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04.05 @Neu-Rietz
17.05 @Stumpf, Hannover
18.05 @Atelier, Dortmund
19.05 @G18, Bremen
23.08 @Gängeviertel, Hamburg
24.08 @AZ Hafermarkt, Flensburg
30.10 SEARCHING
31.10 @2nd Hand Augsburg
01.11 @Contrast, Konstanz
02.11 SEARCHING
08.11 @Reil, Halle
09.11 @Chekov, Cottbus

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